This year end seems to be filled with so many interesting events and yet!!! I am going to miss all of them! Sigh... Firstly, I will definitely miss Huimei's chruch wedding. I have never attended a church wedding before leh. But too bad... There is no way I can attend her wedding. Then, I don't really think I will be able to make it for our family annual Malaysia trip. Nothing too special about the trip... Just to celebrate Grandma's birthday. Lastly, everyone gave up the idea of Winter Japan and Korea trip cause of me. Sigh... Of course, Hong probably have it all planned out for the various trips for next year. So I shall just sit at home for the 16 weeks and enjoy life!

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I definitely do not mind missing the above events BUT!!! To miss Wang Lee Hom's concert on 1st Nov!!! HOW CAN?!?! I didn't make it in 2006. I made it a point to go this year and yet, the timing clashed!!! Arrgh... Not a single person gave his/ her permission to go. I just need someone's consent/ agreement. Just one. Anyone. And I would grab the ticket!!! Haha. But even Hong is not supportive, I guess I just have to wait for.... another 2 years ba. Arrgh. My little baby is depriving me of the most important essence in life. She has better repay her debts when she is out. Humph!

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Of the 12 months in this year, they must launch this series of lectures only in late Sept loh. The ones that I am interested in... Once again clashed... Or rather they are too near to my estimated delivery date. Hong made it very clear... If I were to engage in delivery outside, he will see me at the hospital directly cause very paiseh. Humph! Since I am already giving Wang Lee Hom's concert a miss, what's the big deal with a few lectures? Anyway, I can spend the 16 weeks watching History Channel.

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I need a life soon! I am so going to get my life back after delivery... after 16 weeks of maternity leave... after serving my due notice... I need a new job... and a life! There are tons of things I am going to do. Work! I need a new job! I want to be in sales. Shopping!!! I need new clothes!!! New bags!!! New shoes!!! I am throwing away all previous corporate stuff except for the few new pieces which I bought and never had the chance to use them. Gym!!! I am going to shed off at least 5-7 kg. I need to get just that little bit of tan. More shopping in BKK and HK!!! More trips with Hong. Baby is going to stay home with my in-laws, my parents and even the girls. I NEED A LIFE!
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