The week started well for me. I took some time off from work on Monday by reporting sick. Haha. I was feeling slightly unwell lah... My back had a slight ache and I didn't manage to sleep well for the past 2 nights so I thought I should just rest for the day. So I took the day off and nua-ed the whole day by playing a day of 'bejeweled blitz'. Keke. It is so addictive. Despite me repeating to myself that it would be the last game, I am never able to resist the temptation for another game. Keke.
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After a whole day of nuaing and gaming, darl and I had a short date. After a quick and simple dinner, we shopped a while in Bugis. It had been quite some time since we spent such time together. Like what Darl said, it had been a busy period for us. Darl had been super busy for the past 2 months and I do not see his schedule relaxing yet. On top of that, we had been busy with our own activities. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself though I didn't manage to get the shoes I wanted except for 2 cheap pairs of slippers. Kinda disappointed as I am yearning for more shopping! It's okay! I am looking forward to my little shopping trip next Tuesday and hopefully, I can squeeze some shopping in either tomorrow or Sunday? Keke. I am also looking forward to our Xmas shopping trip! So excited! We will be buying gifts for our loved ones. :)
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The week continued well into Tuesday with the once in a millenium meet-up with Yurou. I can't even remember when we last met. It must have been at least 5 years? Anyway, it is nice to catch up after so long and just before she flies back to France. I always feel Yurou and share a very unique friendship. I guess those who know the both of us will never believe that the two of us are still in touch and we can actually talk! Haha. There is no bad blood between us but we are so vastly different in characters that by right... by right, we will never even be bother to befriend each other. I do not know how our friendship started but I am glad that we are still talking after so long. She can be a great firend despite her bitchiness. Haha. Whatever~ I am one too.
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I definitely enjoyed the short night with Yurou with the super condensed updates in our lives for the past 5 years. Haha. Yurou was kinda surprised that I am living with like so many other family members under the same roof despite me being such a difficult person. Haha. I was telling Yurou that I am definitely a bitch but I am not difficult. I think I am doing well with Darl's family especially when they are such nice people. As usual, that bitch loves to rebutt with 'bitches are difficult people'. -_-
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I thought the week would continue to be that good but things didn't turn out the way I would like it to be. Thursday's meeting spoilt my mood. Nothing unusual about the meeting but I guess I just didn't like the style and the way the meeting is conducted in. It is just so not my style. I like it to be concise, straightforward, efficient etc etc. I even heard the funniest statement during the meeting that I over-reacted in my little corner. Haha. Linda caught my reaction. I am not sure who else did but it doesn't matter.
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Today, I woke up feeling tired with a slight spinning headache and feeling angry. However, the various sms-es, phonecall and lunch with xm made me feel better. Darl is right. It takes a lot of energy to hate someone or even be angry. I experienced it yesterday. The meeting definitely spoilt my day. When I realised I was still feeling pissed by mid-day, I can feel the negativism in me building uup and definitely boiling. I can feel my positive vibes draining off. At that instance, I told myself I have to let it go. I am letting it go not cause I want to accumulate karma or whatsoever but I see no point in wasting energy to build up such negative feelings within me. It makes me an angry person the whole day. Unhealthy~ Yup... So I am not going to let such negative emotions control me from now on but that does not I am going to be a pushover. I am still a bitch by nature. If I do not bite or bark, that is cause I choose not to. Unsettled scores will remain unsettled. However, if the joker ever push her luck, I stick to my original principles. "THAT"S IT".
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Haha.
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After a whole day of nuaing and gaming, darl and I had a short date. After a quick and simple dinner, we shopped a while in Bugis. It had been quite some time since we spent such time together. Like what Darl said, it had been a busy period for us. Darl had been super busy for the past 2 months and I do not see his schedule relaxing yet. On top of that, we had been busy with our own activities. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself though I didn't manage to get the shoes I wanted except for 2 cheap pairs of slippers. Kinda disappointed as I am yearning for more shopping! It's okay! I am looking forward to my little shopping trip next Tuesday and hopefully, I can squeeze some shopping in either tomorrow or Sunday? Keke. I am also looking forward to our Xmas shopping trip! So excited! We will be buying gifts for our loved ones. :)
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The week continued well into Tuesday with the once in a millenium meet-up with Yurou. I can't even remember when we last met. It must have been at least 5 years? Anyway, it is nice to catch up after so long and just before she flies back to France. I always feel Yurou and share a very unique friendship. I guess those who know the both of us will never believe that the two of us are still in touch and we can actually talk! Haha. There is no bad blood between us but we are so vastly different in characters that by right... by right, we will never even be bother to befriend each other. I do not know how our friendship started but I am glad that we are still talking after so long. She can be a great firend despite her bitchiness. Haha. Whatever~ I am one too.
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I definitely enjoyed the short night with Yurou with the super condensed updates in our lives for the past 5 years. Haha. Yurou was kinda surprised that I am living with like so many other family members under the same roof despite me being such a difficult person. Haha. I was telling Yurou that I am definitely a bitch but I am not difficult. I think I am doing well with Darl's family especially when they are such nice people. As usual, that bitch loves to rebutt with 'bitches are difficult people'. -_-
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I thought the week would continue to be that good but things didn't turn out the way I would like it to be. Thursday's meeting spoilt my mood. Nothing unusual about the meeting but I guess I just didn't like the style and the way the meeting is conducted in. It is just so not my style. I like it to be concise, straightforward, efficient etc etc. I even heard the funniest statement during the meeting that I over-reacted in my little corner. Haha. Linda caught my reaction. I am not sure who else did but it doesn't matter.
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Today, I woke up feeling tired with a slight spinning headache and feeling angry. However, the various sms-es, phonecall and lunch with xm made me feel better. Darl is right. It takes a lot of energy to hate someone or even be angry. I experienced it yesterday. The meeting definitely spoilt my day. When I realised I was still feeling pissed by mid-day, I can feel the negativism in me building uup and definitely boiling. I can feel my positive vibes draining off. At that instance, I told myself I have to let it go. I am letting it go not cause I want to accumulate karma or whatsoever but I see no point in wasting energy to build up such negative feelings within me. It makes me an angry person the whole day. Unhealthy~ Yup... So I am not going to let such negative emotions control me from now on but that does not I am going to be a pushover. I am still a bitch by nature. If I do not bite or bark, that is cause I choose not to. Unsettled scores will remain unsettled. However, if the joker ever push her luck, I stick to my original principles. "THAT"S IT".
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Haha.
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