Been at work for 2 weeks... Still trying to get used to waking up super early, sending Val to my mum's place in the morning, rushing back from work to pick the 2 girls home before sending Belle back to my mum's place again at night. For the 1st time in my life, 24 hours are definitely not long enough. On average, I only managed to catch 6 hours of sleep every night. Not (really) complaining about the lack of sleep but feel that I do not have enough time to spend with the girls.
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I need more time so that I can guard and protect Val. I need more time so that I can love Belle. I do not want to leave Belle in others' constant care. I learnt my lesson from Val. I had lost my parental rights over Val. I will get it back!!! I am guarding Belle with my life. You can say I am paranoid or crazy or whatever but no one else can take over my place as MUMMY to Belle. I am going to be THE ONLY MUMMY of Val too!
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Though Belle is nua, she is one 'kai xin guo'. She smiles almost at everyone. Just call her name and she will give you her best smile.
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My little (chubby) babe with her long and curly lashes.
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Her character is definitely different from Val. Val tends to stare at strangers but Belle is super friendly lah. Just feed her on time and let her take her nap on time, she will be super lovely.
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How can I not love her? I so want to bring her home everyday.
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When it comes to Val, it is a different kind of love. Frankly speaking, I never feel as close to Val as I feel with Belle. Val was never close to me. If you ask me, someone replaces my role as mummy to Val without my permission. Even when Val cries and I want so much to sayang her, Val will still be snatched away from me. So when it comes to Val, I always very 'xin teng' her. I want to protect her so much, protect her from all evil influence.
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