3.10am and I am still awake!!! Been awake for at least the past 20 hours. Feeling so much frustration that I just need to vent it out before I can sleep peacefully for the next 6 hours.
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Started at my new workplace for the week. With the new job and new arrangement at home, I am getting barely 6 hours of sleep everyday. The lack of sleep resulted in me falling asleep at work. Left with no choice, I am drowning myself in coffee everyday. What's worse is that I can't even bring Isabelle home everyday. Yes yes yes. I understand it is only a temporary arrangement but I just need to vent it out.
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Finally that Isabelle is home with me tonight, I didn't even manage to catch a breather or sleep earlier. Fuck.
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I am angry not cause I am sleeping fewer hours. I am complaining not cause my new work requires me to wake up earlier. I am complaining not cause my girls aren't sleeping. I am frustrated to the max cause all these are caused by human effort/ error. I am simply exploding cause I can't vent my frustrations anywhere or on anyone. What to do? Suck it up loh.
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I am starting a new blog tomorrow. That shall be my private space for all frustration since it is so inconvenient to write anything here.
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I seriously hate my life now. How did I ever get into all this shit?
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Show me the light at the end of the tunnel. I am counting down...
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