I just ended a tele-conversation with Darl after 3 days of absence. :) Once again, he is out of town. He flew off to Indonesia on Sunday early morning and will only be back on Thursday afternoon. Yippee! Can see him soon!
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I always hate it when he is out of town. I feel lonely. The loneliness is soooooooo immense this time round. I was secretly praying in my heart that there would be last minute changes to his schedule and that he would not have to make the trip. Maybe cause I am into the last month of my pregnancy and I feel more vulnerable than ever. In fact, my heart feels more trouboled for this pregnancy. Maybe cause I had this bad pain on Saturday evening and I really do not want Darl to leave me alone in Singapore. Whatever the reason is, I just wanted him to be around especially for this last month.
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I was sharing with Char yesterday that when Darl is around, I always want to delay our sleeping time. I would spend the night watching TV and every programme seems interesting. However, when Darl is not around, I could not find a single decent programme to watch. Serious! I was browsing through all the channels (including cable's) on Sunday night and none of the programmes caught my attention. In the end, I gave up and went to bed at 11pm. 11pm leh! I hardly sleep that early unless I am super tired or when Darl is super tired and I have no choice but to sleep early too. Char enlightened me that it is the company that matters to me. I guess so.
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Anyway... I guess I will occassionally follow Darl around on his trips after this pregnancy. Keke. I can go shopping on my own! Or when our kids are older, I can bring them along for a short getaway. Sounds so interesting!
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Just 2 more days and Darl will be back! Looking on the brighter side, I get to sleep with Enxi every night on my mil's super comfy bed! I seriously love her bed and I am looking forward to our new bed (which is the exact model) in June!
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I always hate it when he is out of town. I feel lonely. The loneliness is soooooooo immense this time round. I was secretly praying in my heart that there would be last minute changes to his schedule and that he would not have to make the trip. Maybe cause I am into the last month of my pregnancy and I feel more vulnerable than ever. In fact, my heart feels more trouboled for this pregnancy. Maybe cause I had this bad pain on Saturday evening and I really do not want Darl to leave me alone in Singapore. Whatever the reason is, I just wanted him to be around especially for this last month.
.
I was sharing with Char yesterday that when Darl is around, I always want to delay our sleeping time. I would spend the night watching TV and every programme seems interesting. However, when Darl is not around, I could not find a single decent programme to watch. Serious! I was browsing through all the channels (including cable's) on Sunday night and none of the programmes caught my attention. In the end, I gave up and went to bed at 11pm. 11pm leh! I hardly sleep that early unless I am super tired or when Darl is super tired and I have no choice but to sleep early too. Char enlightened me that it is the company that matters to me. I guess so.
.
Anyway... I guess I will occassionally follow Darl around on his trips after this pregnancy. Keke. I can go shopping on my own! Or when our kids are older, I can bring them along for a short getaway. Sounds so interesting!
.
Just 2 more days and Darl will be back! Looking on the brighter side, I get to sleep with Enxi every night on my mil's super comfy bed! I seriously love her bed and I am looking forward to our new bed (which is the exact model) in June!
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