I skipped work 2 days in a row to spend time with her. Not exactly spend time with her. The circumstances at home left me with no choice but to take urgent leave from work. I am left with no more leave for the rest of the year as 4 days are being reserved for Dec as my mil is going away. I must be very careful with how I plan my stuff, emotions, energy etc etc etc so that I will not give myself anymore excuses not to go work.
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Finally, I took the pictures from Char. See her numerous expressions. She never fails to amuse her bad-tempered mummy. Haha. That's me! Yes, I throw my tantrums when things do not go my way. Even like bb waking up too early from her nap and interupts my cleaning routine, I flare up too. Do not ask me why but I have this problem of keeping my temper under check. Hmm... On 2nd thoughts, it is not that bad at work. I think I just desperately need a breather from home. Yes, I can feel the desperation in me. I so feel like stepping out of the house now. Even if it is not the usual bitching session, a small sneak to Coffee Bean or the quiet library for a good book can appease all the tense emotions in me now.
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Anyway... just some pictures for sharing.
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The engrossed TV addict. Favourite programmes are Mickey Mouse Club House, Animal Mechanics, Pocoyo, My Friends Tigger and Pooh etc.
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The cammy sensitive and forever curious bb.
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Loud since Day 1... Tantrum getting more and more like Mummy. Bad bad~ Not solely just my attribution k. She is just as stubborn as Dad and Dad is not exactly that peace loving, just that he does not flare over every single thing like me.
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Her signature cheeky smile.
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Forever up to some mischief.
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The intelligent and pretty thinking Valerie.
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For convenience sake, I hope you will grow up soon and be independent. Yet, I wish you will stay this baby-ish forever. Adults are contradicting creatures.
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I am still feeling disturbed or rather pissed. I guess the 2 days at home (listening to grandma's same grumbling for at least 99 times a day) cause this emotion instability in me. I know I will recover with a little breather. Let me out! I just need an hour!!
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