Been feeling super agitated recently and of course, poor Darl is always the one bearing the brunt of all my anger. Darl is really nice enough to tolerate all my nonsense but I seem to be losing my mind for the past 2 weeks. With him flying off to Indonesia in the morning, we went for the last service. It is my first time listening to Pastor Mark's singlish but I must say... It has been enlightening and it definitely lifted me up. By Jesus's stripes, I am always a better person!
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Was at crossroads the whole day. Never felt so indecisive in my life before. Though I informed Darl of my decision, I chickened out and did not have the courage to seal it as 'the final decision'. I wanted to talk to someone but I did not know who to turn to. I heard from HZ yesterday and he has his own reasonings. I wanted to talk to people like Dennis, Bec and Jess but I probably already know what are their replies. In the end, I talked to Char. Haha. My nua and messy and yet can be surprisingly mature (at times) SIL! I told her my fears, concerns etc etc. She solved the issue for me in 2 statements!!!
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'Fear is not from God and never nake a decision based on fear.'
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'If we put away all the fears and believe that whichever decisions you make, God will turn it around for your good, which one will you choose?'
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I made 'the final decision' I believe God will make it right cause it may be a bad situation and you are in a tight spot, but Christ in you is the way, the truth and the life (John 14:6), and He says to you, “It will all be all right. I will provide a way out for you.”
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Finally at peace. :)
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So Christ in you is the definite, positive expectation of a glorious marriage! Christ in you is the definite, positive expectation of a glorious family! Christ in you is the definite positive expectation of glorious health! Christ in you is the definite positive expectation of a glorious life! Amen!
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