Random Thoughts... Super random...

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March school holidays... I am always busier during school holidays because I have to face the children for the whole day, leaving no time for myself to attend to other admin stuff. I have no time to mark my books (but no issue, I can finish that next week), no time to settle the conference and partly, super no mood to read morons' emails (if you ever happen to chance upon this, yes, I am talking about you) and rushing to settle the wedding stuff. Well... My thoughts are running super hay-wire now and I have no idea which to begin with first.

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Let's talk about the morons. I haven't got the time and seriously no mood to read the mails. They just get me angry with moron stuff. I counted... They had probably requested for the letterhead for the zillion times and I have explained, briefed them face-to-face, email them and yet, they requested for it AGAIN for the one zillion and one time! And they sent it to Esther directly. WAH!!! Idiots! Go ahead and send man. Please lah! If you have been unable to comprehend my simple english that letterhead needs to be printed by a printing house and still have the cheek to ask for it again by pushing somehow that I never give it to you, I pray hard for our future generation. People, this is the kind of people you should be worrying when you entrust your children to them! Worse still, they still have the cheek to ask for timeline! I have given them a task to be completed within the week and they were unable to go with the one week timeline. What's more about a whole quarter timeline! Super moron loh. I have never been that angry with any fellow colleagues in my 3 years of corporate life, not even with the "outstanding" sales k. They simply make me flare everytime except for one who sort of outperform the rest (not too difficult to outperform loh). Arrgh! Spoil mood!

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Finally, I am no longer left on the shelf. Haha. I have already done up my guest list with changes to the date. We will be bringing it forward. Well... For years, I look forward to sharing this news with you and I told myself you must be the first to know about this even before my parents. However, when the day finally arrived, you were not the first person I called. Many a times, I really wanted to share the news with you but I have no idea how to get in touch with you. I nearly convince myself to forget about you when Jess mentioned your name again. I have already informed Jess to inform you that I am getting married this year but I am sorry... After the deletion, I am unable to have you back in my life though I seriously wish to return to the past. I am sorry that you are not on my guest list. Somehow, I do feel the pinch. I have never deleted you from my life. I kept you in this little corner of my heart, hoping that you will go away but you never did. You meant the whole world to me and in fact, you are still my pillar in one way or another.

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Anyway, I am glad that we have already settled on the bridal and dinner!!! Yippee!!! All is done and I am just hoping that I would be pretty for the photoshoot and the actual day!

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